The weirdest thing about being pregnant is how attached you feel so early. This weekend we had a little scare and I went to the hospital to make sure everything was alright. Which it was! But how quickly that worry and fear took over was amazing! It took me 2 seconds to completely lose all control and become so scarred. It took then 2 more seconds for me to get a grip, find my cell phone, put myself in the car and head to the hospital. Even after everything was fine I was so drained from the emotional roller coaster I had just been on. How everything took way to long and no one seemed to move fast enough. The worst thing is I know the worrying will never go away no matter how old they are and that is so scary for me.
a continual reminder of what i can be thankful for each day
