Monday, April 21, 2008

Already Attached

The weirdest thing about being pregnant is how attached you feel so early.  This weekend we had a little scare and I went to the hospital to make sure everything was alright.  Which it was!  But how quickly that worry and fear took over was amazing!  It took me 2 seconds to completely lose all control and become so scarred.  It took then 2 more seconds for me to get a grip, find my cell phone, put myself in the car and head to the hospital.  Even after everything was fine I was so drained from the emotional roller coaster I had just been on.  How everything took way to long and no one seemed to move fast enough.  The worst thing is I know the worrying will never go away no matter how old they are and that is so scary for me.